I have some training and preparation to do. I'm losing my self with the stress and I fear no one will understand my emotional state, will call me weak for feeling this way. And I don't want a pity party, I've lost respect from some of my peers and as time goes on, I'm losing respect for myself. I will be available for anyone who needs my assistance and I will still contribute to my endeavors,but until I have earned strength physical and mental as well as my Artistic abilities and focus of the business, It will be difficult to press for communication. Texting is the best solution to contact me for those who already have contact. Till next time